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I got the courage to say the word!

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For years—even before I found out about my fetish—I haven't been able to say the word "sneeze" in front of anyone. But finally, two weeks ago, when my cello instructor was sneezy and miserable from allergies, I asked my youth pastor and small group leader to pray for her, and I got the nerve to say, "She was sneezing every few minutes" to emphasize how miserable she was. I showed no fetishy reaction whatsoever either time, even just barely in my head. They both replied with something like, "Oh, that's horrible," and you could tell they recognized how bad she was doing that day specifically because of me mentioning that. She's been doing better since, but I'm so amazed I got the nerve to say it with no hesitation for anything!!

If that's not a big enough milestone, I've even been singing "The Fools Who Dream" from La La Land in front of my family and friends (they all really wanted me to learn it when they heard it the first time), including the two lines "The water was freezing. She spent a month sneezing" with no problem. I can't believe this! It's amazing to no longer be nervous with that stuff, because that's my favorite song to sing, not only because of that part, but also it's such an amazing and complicated song, too. I sing it really well, too, so my family loves hearing it!

Have any of you had experiences like this before?

 

Now, time for me to continue singing "The Fools Who Dream" as I finish up my homework. (Sheeeee toooold meeeee: "A bit of madness is keeeyyy. To give us new colors to seeeee. Who knows where it will lead uuuuus? Aaaaand that's why they need uuuuus." So bring on the rebels...)

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That's awesome! You're definitely way more brave than I am, especially in front of a big group. I would have freaked out honestly. 

I also cannot believe you'll sing the song from La La Land in front of your family :worshippy: You know the Meghan Trainor song, "me too"? There's a line like 'bless me baby, achoo" in there, and I loose it whenever it used to play on the radio. Pure torture xD

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Congratulations, OP -- you're braver than I am regarding the word "sneeze"!  (Though I have finally overcome my "block" about the word "handkerchief.")

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10 hours ago, MysteryGirl said:

That's awesome! You're definitely way more brave than I am, especially in front of a big group. I would have freaked out honestly. 

I also cannot believe you'll sing the song from La La Land in front of your family :worshippy: You know the Meghan Trainor song, "me too"? There's a line like 'bless me baby, achoo" in there, and I loose it whenever it used to play on the radio. Pure torture xD

It's amazing and like a dream. I never thought I'd be able to do this, tbh. :lol: And no, I actually have not heard that song before. Maybe I'll search it up on my own sometime...

10 hours ago, Luisa39 said:

Congratulations, OP -- you're braver than I am regarding the word "sneeze"!  (Though I have finally overcome my "block" about the word "handkerchief.")

Congrats on that! :thumbs_up: I'm sure you'll get it soon, too. Slowly and steadily. I don't know if I'd say I have a block, but I just don't ever use the words "tissue" or "handkerchief." Maybe it is a little block, but I'm not sure

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Used a word twice and didn't notice it with my tired mind

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Well done! :yes: I still struggle huuugely with this, especially in conversation with someone who knows about the fetish. 

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Oh, bless your Cello instructor!

And congrats!

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